I received a gift yesterday.
A lovely little Pearl inside an oyster and a charm that reads “I’m enough.”
This was obviously God and my friend reminding me that I am enough.
Okay. I am enough… but for what? For who? When do I begin to want and desire and appreciate me? I try. It doesn’t feel genuine.
I smile, but for others. I show up, but for others or the call of God. I do nothing for Eryka. I guess that’s why I am constantly disappointed that no one else does either.
But it’s my job to Love me, not theirs.
Where do I learn? How long do I sit in silence until God reshapes my understanding and appreciation of self? Is there something I can do that I’m not?
I am enough, but will I let me be…
I am Eryka