Some days are just… blah. I’ve been fasting until 4pm each day, except Sunday, since Sept. 1st. The fast ends this week on the 21st. During the fasting part of my day, I eat only fruits & veggies. My Green Smoothie has become my favorite meal. Lol

My goal is to achieve a higher level of self control. So far, I’ve learned to speak up for myself with confidence and boldness. I’ve faced my fear of going around certain people by joining a small group at church. God has been teaching me to be silent. I’m managing my habits and trying to take less naps. Much growth, but to whom much is given, more is required.

My feelings concerning everything are constantly in a blender. I’m becoming disgusted with my own desires. I don’t even want what I wanted anymore. I feel refined, yet still invisible.

In happier news, yesterday for dinner, I made Bonefish Grill’s famous Bang Bang Shrimp. Yummy in my tummy.

I am Eryka.

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